Friday, September 19, 2008

4bia made my stomach flipped upside down

i went to watch it with baby ytd. (its 1255 hrs now. so yea, ytd.) we're both having abit of sore throat and cough, so i didnt get to eat popcorrrrrrrrrrrrrrn even my mouth is itching so badly for it.

so anyway, i was totally freaked out by the first story when the guy's ghost zoom his face into the screen. need to warm up lah. tsk. but the actress's leg very nice leh.

i'd describe the 2nd story as happy tree friends come alive. seriously. i didnt laugh okay. dont say im a sadist. i really didnt laugh. even though the thought of happy tree friends made me feel like laughing. lol.

3rd story... still didnt manage to catch the ball. why the Aye died so uglily when the rest of his friends looked the same?

4th story made me shout (not scream. you wouldnt wanna hear my scream i guess) abit more than the others i guess. but its disgusting lah. vomiting and with the head twisted to almost 180degree.

the actress-es they found are really pretty. like there are alot of pretty girls in thailand? but i dont see when i went thr few yrs ago leh. lol. nvm bout that. im just being random.

i am going for x-ray for my back tomorrow so that i will know whats causing my back pain. so until now then i know we have 24 bones that created what you call the spinal cord.

the doctor said ( from how she feel my spinal cords just by using her hands. but she pressed damn hard on my body can. lol ) its just some misplacement plus my right side spinal cord kinda locked up as in they are more tightened i guess? and some sensitive bones here and there but more at the lower left back ard the hip and butt. alot of problems lah wtf.

sometimes i just feel so weak. physically weak. mentally weak. i know im better than those disabled. but, tell me who in the world wont want things to be prefect even though nothing is perfect? oh yeah then i wish im nothing.

i know what are you thinking. nope. no emo-ing at all. just a little more perfectionist thinking. just a little less optimistic. i miss you baby.

19 September 08; 0128 hrs

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